I miss you
Oh God, I miss him so bad. I’m so unsure of myself and I just need to put my head to his chest and hear his heart beat so that I know someone is close and now I can breathe.
I need him to reach for me; pull me close to him and hold me there. Sigh contentedly until I can hear the deep, even sounds of his breathing so that I know he is not going anywhere. He’s right there with me.
I need to hear the soft brush of his lips as he kisses me so gently. I need to be able to turn around and kiss him and feel his soft mouth on mine, and again on my nose and my forehead.
It says I’m here. I’m right here and I’m not going anywhere. I want it to say “I love you,” too.
But for now I just want to try to forget about that and feel your fingers intertwine with mine and your hand clasp down on my hand firmly So that I know you’re right here and you’re not going anywhere.
I want you to forget about trying so hard to be a man and I will forget that I live a nation away and we will just hold each other and it will all be said for us.
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